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this whole thing about the letters is not for me. i hate writing.

4 day - a letter to my sister

Hi Bib!
It's going to be difficult to write you a letter.
In fact it's almost like writing a letter to myself cuz you know everything about me. You know my every thought.
I love you for being such a cool sister. I know sometimes I drive you mad and you probably hate me for all the stupid things I've done.
And thanks for keeping me from not doing really really really stupid things:)
You are my big smart twin hahaha.
OKay, that's all :)

3 day - a letter to my parents

Hi mom and dad!
I miss you a lot. I don't know what to tell you cuz I hear u almost everyday so yeah ... I guess the most important thing is that I LOVE YOU so much. But you already know that I hope:)
Although sometimes I'm not the perfect child I'm just trying to do my best which is not probably always the best. I guess I'm still looking for my way in this life. I will figure it out soon!
I love you and you are the best
your daughter :)

2 day - a letter to my CRUSH

Dear Crush :)
I won't tell your name here cuz you still dont know how much I love youuuu:)
But I really really like youuu so much. I mean you are like the cutest boy I've even known. From the first time I've seen you I think I knew you were going to be an important part in my life.
Thank you for keeping me sane and happy all the time. Without you my life would be so blank and I don't know.. I like spending my time with you although sometimes I don't show you how much you mean to me.
In fact, I don't know but when I'm around you I 'm so different and I can't even say what I want.. I mean - I have this "word-disappearing" sickness and I can't find the right words. So, yeah - it's not like I don't have fun with you - I'm just shy and insecure:)
Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Didi