Съдба

Кой казва, че няма съдба? Вчера гледах Глад и днес сутринта имам проблеми със стомаха. Дори отидох на лекар и ми предписаха някакви лекарства, така че си останах вкъщи.

Сега ще имам време да допиша всички неща, за които нямаше да имам време иначе:)

Ще пиша в тоалетната хаха

Последните дни

Всеки път отлагам да започна с комикса ми. Първо беше, заради разни проекти, с които ме занимаваха лятото. Сега дойдоха още 2 много важни проекта.... нз.. в представите си като малка повече имах желанието да обикалям света и да се срещам с интересни хора, да ходя на срееееееещиииии... и разни такива. Определено не да стоя и да пиша 100 милиона неща, които са ми ужасно скучни ... и толкова дълги и понякога си мисля, че нямат край. Накрая тъкмо свърша с нещо и ми възложат нещо ново. Мисля, че намразих вече така любимият ми преди компютър.
Книгите, които си купих преди 2 седмици (може би и повече време стана), изобщо нямам време да ги отворя дори. Изобщо всеки ден преминава в работа и очакване да правя това, което искам. Плаши ме понякога това, че когато най-после имам време, вече няма да знам какво искам да правя наистина. Определено имам нужда да се напия вече, нищо че някои хора ме смятат за sXe... А аз дори не съм де;]

От всички задължения, които имам напоследък - само се отчайвам и скучая. Може би дори се депресирам донякъде хахаха. Обаче гледах един мн добър филм One Million Yen Girl. Предполагам, че всички, които са го гледали накрая са имали желанието да направят като момичето във филма- да бягат всеки път като спестят 1 милион йени. Искам да бягам - бягам - надалече - ОТ ВСИЧКО И ВСЕКИ :) Определено филм, който те кара да мечтаеш :)

too exhausted to be annoyed

This weekend was Halloween and I had the best costume ever.. but the party was some sort of giant constructing -tourist-areas- coca-cola - party ( I HAD TO STUUDYYYY ;/ ). I know it sounds pathetic but between the projects, accounting, the classes and my extra projects (hahahA), I have too much on my plate already. I wish I could have two plates :) Or maybe a chafing dish :)

SOoooo..

Nothing interesting round me except I was freezing to death yesterday when I had to go to the City Center because of some meetings. Not that it's something that surprise me it's November already and I guess it will be snowing very soon.

And...I play the game Castle Age when I'm not writing my projects. I don't know how to win in the battles... they all kill me ..lol and I hate to be so bored!!! My blog is such a mess...

Sorry, it's just I have no real social life anymore.

white trash beautiful

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i don't like it

A point taken

Orpheus - the greatest musician that ever lived. Do you know his story?

So, Orpheus loved one thing more than music and that was Eurydice, the most beautiful girl that ever lived. But she died. She was poisoned. And Orpheus could not live without her. So he went down to Hades to bring her back. The ruler of Hades agreed, but there was a catch. If he turned back to look at her face she'd be gone forever. Just before he got to the surface he heard this rock crash behind him, so he turned back to see if she was all right. And that was it. The gates to the underworld slammed shut. She was gone forever. And he spent the rest of his life wandering the Earth alone.

.... an interesting story...

don't laugh at my romance

lately, I have a perfectly normal existence: working, university, art (:S) and concerts. However, I'm really getting sick of how much time I'm spending at the uni and I wonder whether I shouldn't just ignore everything :)

So the movie I watched today was " Don't Laugh At My Romance"but I got mad cuz it's always difficult for me to download the right subtitles and to make them appear on the screen. Ugh...

aand.. I started reading the book "The death of Ivan Ilyich"by Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy - it's really great. I'm still at the beginning so can't tell you a lot... BUT I guess next week I'll be able to finish it ;] In fact I've started this book cuz I'm just trying not to think of this person..., you know... distracting myself with other distractions. But it's difficult and I'm supposed to pretend I'm not feeling what I'm feeling :/

bored bored bored