hit, miss, miss again

Fog drifted up over the lake
Through my body and over my face
It knew I was alone
I'm feeling it now
This blanket is water
And it's holding me down
I am sinking today
Cold, black deep
Liquid night
All the others are just
Fat, chattering faces
Eating me, beating me
Helping me drown.

she killed poetry

i've tried to find the album of "She Killed Poetry" but there was only one song available on the internet ;/
pshhhhh
me = i killed poetry :PP

;/

He kissed her;/

;]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSngLMSvzhg
I love it I love it:)
It's an amazing song.. I used to like it at school.
I hate everything now. I want to go back ... miss having close friends.

idk

I dive so deep in the sea
To avoid killer whales

:(

It appears this is my first entry in a month. I guess, just, you know... my life isn't that interesting. I go to the university, to work and ... back to the campus. I don't know what to write. My thoughts .. they are just blank.

This day was cold. The wind was blowing so hard that my eyes were crying and when I finally got to the office my face was in tears and so ..red. Wearily, I'm so sick of this wind, this spring and this town.

Today at work I was alone and was watching through the windows. They are very large windows so I can see the whole terrace and the the blossom trees outside - all white and beautiful. Suddenly the wind took some of the white blossoms and bash them at the window. Then too exhausted to be annoyed all the blossoms crashed in the ground. It was really beautiful. It was just like someone was throwing flowers at me. And at this moment I felt happy :)

in fields where nothing grew but weeds,
I found a flower at my feet,
Bending there in my direction,
I wrapped a hand around its stem,
I pulled until the roots gave in,
Finding there what I'd been missing,

But I know...
So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

Inside my hands these petals browned,
Dried up, fallen to the ground
But it was already too late now.
I pushed my fingers through the earth,
Returned this flower to the dirt,
So it could live. I walked away now.

But I know...
Not a day goes by that I don't feel this burn.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long,
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.

All because of you...
All because of you...

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
Inside these arms of yours.

All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
No, not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place.
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.